Saudades

Já se passaram 4 anos, mas a saudade só aumenta...

You were once
My one companion ...
You were all
That mattered ...
You were once
A friend and mother -
Then my world
Was shattered

Wishing you were
Somehow here again
Wishing you were
Somehow near
Sometimes it seemed
If I just dreamed,
Somehow you would
Be here

Wishing I could
Hear your voice again
Knowing that I Never would
Dreaming of you
Won't help me to do
All that you dreamed
I could

Passing bells
And sculpted angels,
Cold and monumental,
Seem, for you,
The wrong companions
You were warm and gentle

Too many years
Fighting back my tears
Why can't the past
Just die?

Wishing you were
Somehow here again
Knowing we must
Say goodbye
Try to forgive!
Teach me to live!
Give me the strength
To try!

No more memories,
No more silent tears!
No more gazing across
The wasted years!
Help me say
Goodbye.

Miss you Grandma. And that's forever...